Chapter Six, A Heart Full of Scars

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Lin Mu's mother quickly expressed her gratitude and inquired about what hysteria is and how such a condition could occur

I called Zhuo Yifan, and he said he was studying at school. I then asked him who he was with, and he said Yan Chunchun

I felt a sudden jolt in my heart, but I still defiantly said, "What does that have to do with me?"

Mr. Qian suddenly felt a bit at a loss; he must have either believed my words or been half-convinced by them, and he did not know whether to trust them or not

Zheng Sheng continued, "I am not a man, I was wrong, I was wrong, I am sorry to you, Xiao Ye!" Zheng Sheng was very agitated, repeatedly shouting apologies.

Well, I know. Ever since you started appearing in my life, I don't know how many words I've said. Your constant chatter every day has activated my speaking cells, and I can't help but talk. However, there are still some things I really want to say to you. You haven't come to see me recently; are you very busy

I hurriedly pushed the door open and asked Cao Ge what was wrong

In any case, money should always leave me

I see his calm face, and I wonder what he is thinking

Zhou Yang listened to me until I finished speaking, pondered for a moment, and finally just looked up and said that he understood

"What is your name?" asked Cao Ge

Zhuo Yifan is not at home

Zhou Yang smiled as he looked at Fu Qing's back and said to me, "I didn't expect you to have such a fearless employee towards the boss!"

I turned to Mr. Qian and replied affirmatively.

He must be in great pain, and I am truly worried that something might happen, so I cautiously asked Cao Ge: "There won't be any problems, will there?"

I do not believe it! Because I am not ill, it is not as serious as you say.

I will still act impulsively for Zhuo Yifan

Zhou Yang finally opened that door and brought Lin Mu out

However, there is always a feeling that the clinic has become quite hollow, as if something in life has been suddenly taken away, resulting in a profound sense of loss

Although it is said that all's fair in war, using deception twice in such a short time will not fool me. I casually walked back to my position, saying as I walked, "Keep pretending! Keep pretending! If you keep it up, I will make you believe it!"

Zhou Yang smiled at me again after finishing speaking

When I sighed and said that it was better for Zheng Sheng to be like this, Fu Qing disdainfully replied to me, "You must be using this excuse because you can't really help him, right?"

Zhou Yang said while writing the address: "In simple terms, it is about imagining oneself being pregnant, and then extending this imaginary result to other accompanying symptoms that pregnancy might have, such as vomiting. This psychological disorder is not very common, and it can be somewhat difficult to cure. However, she is not in a very serious condition, so there is no need to worry!"

I feel that Yan Chunchun's words carry deeper meaning. After some thought, I asked, "You wouldn't be with Zhuo Yifan just for Zhou Yang, would you? Do you think that by being with Zhuo Yifan, I would end up with Zhou Yang?"

Just as I returned home, my phone rang. To my surprise, it was a call from Zhuo Yifan.

There is, but she is dead

Her name is Lin Mu, 23 years old, in the prime of her youth, yet she has come to my clinic to seek medical attention

It is somewhat unusual, however, are you truly confident that you can cure her

I initially intended to give him a call, but I refrained. I feared that if I called him, he would shamelessly return with a grin on his face.

Zhou Yang replied with a smile: "You misunderstand; she knows me, I really cannot finish it"

Zhou Yang coughed lightly and said, "I have noticed that your ability to change the subject is remarkably fast; you possess a superhuman skill in this regard. How is it that you can conceal your thoughts and smoothly shift the topic without any sign of disturbance?"

Yuan Ye answered my call in the middle of the night without any hint of surprise; instead, he appeared somewhat flattered and stammered as he asked me what was the matter

This is Lin Mu, not someone who can be easily dismissed. Of course, I have never casually dismissed anyone either. Although my professional skills may not meet the standards, my level of integrity certainly does.

However, Mr. Qian ultimately managed to hold back his emotions. He took a deep breath and said: "Leng Yan, you are deceiving me, aren't you? I know, I understand. You just want me to leave you because you know you cannot give me anything. But do you think that if I leave you, I will be with Lin Mu? How naive of you!"

Ah? Is that so? Then let him take a few days off to rest

Lin Mu pulled her mother around Mr. Qian's car, walking forward without looking back.

As I ate, I cautiously speculated, suddenly feeling curious about what he was thinking at that moment, just as I was curious about him as a person. There are still many intriguing aspects about Zhou Yang that pique one's curiosity.

I shook my head while drinking coffee, saying that I am not ill

I let out a hum and said, "Xiaomi porridge!"

I do not know what I am thinking, suddenly feeling that this is a good opportunity for Mr. Qian to leave me. At this moment, my initially accumulated, most realistic worldview was inexplicably diluted by emotional impulses. Women are always emotional; they tend to act based on feelings. No matter how rational, realistic, or strong I have been in the past, there are always times when I will unreservedly embrace my emotions. Such moments arise when certain feelings begin to take root in my heart. Women are always emotional; they tend to act based on feelings. No matter how rational, realistic, or strong I have been in the past, there are always times when I will unreservedly embrace my emotions. Such moments arise when certain feelings begin to take root in my heart.

From the very first moment I saw you!" Zhou Yang did not shy away

The payment has been settled, but I have not received any response from them

Turning around, Fu Qing smiled at Yuan Ye and said, "Give her a bit of color and she'll open a dyeing workshop!"

After finishing this segment, she comfortably stood up and said, "It really feels good! Your room doesn't have any special powers, does it?" Then she happily went back.

I was waiting for Fu Qing to scold me, but after a long time, there was no response. I quickly put down the cup in my hand and ran over, only to see Fu Qing with his eyes tightly shut. I became anxious and hurriedly asked, "Are you okay? It can't be that serious, can it?"

What Mr. Qian really wanted to ask was "How come it's you?" However, he did not voice the question. He glanced at the girl's mother and swallowed the words that followed.

At this moment, my thoughts are so clumsy that I do not even know how I came to conclude that Zhou Yang felt he was treated differently by me. I realize that I am someone who particularly enjoys wishful thinking

Talking to you is like playing the lute to a cow. Aside from knowing how to eat and flirt with handsome men, do you have any thoughts of a higher caliber in your mind? Do you know what life is? Do you think life is simply about seducing a man and making him dizzy so that he pulls money out of his pocket for you to spend? You are a fool when it comes to life!

I stood outside the door for a while, and in the end, I had no choice but to turn around and leave

When Zhou Yang entered, he smiled at me, the slight upward curve of his lips was just right, very attractive. This man does not know how many innocent young girls he has seduced with this smile.

This is my daughter, please take a look at her. With that, she pushed her daughter forward towards us

Mr. Qian did not look at me and turned around to drive away

Cao Ge's singular focus on hypnosis has its unique advantages, allowing him to dedicate himself to the meticulous study of this art, achieving precision and brilliance. I believe that many psychologists cannot hypnotize others to the same skilled and wonderful degree as Cao Ge.

Later, I really left Zhou Yang all alone and then went to Zhuo Yifan.

What Zhuo Yifan just said made me feel that all my efforts were worthwhile

I sat down and said, "Alright, that's about enough! Hurry up and see how Zheng Sheng is doing!"

Fu Qing helplessly turned to Zhou Yang and said: "Penny-pincher! However, not asking you for the money for fast food is already being quite nice to you"

Patients continue to arrive at the clinic one after another, but they are all minor issues, and some even pertain to trivial family matters. It is amusing to listen to, yet they simply seek a place to talk. Once they have expressed themselves, they leave as if nothing had happened.

Yan Chunchun is indeed elegant, no wonder Zhuo Yifan likes her so much. She stands before me now, still maintaining her poise; even her standing posture conveys both fragility and an air of superiority. How has she cultivated this?

Zhou Yang covered her mouth and smiled, saying, "Why does the flavor in these words smell so different?"

Zheng Sheng lay there, beginning to reminisce. I saw his eyeballs rapidly moving beneath his eyelids, as if he were searching for his memories. Surely, within his memories, there must be stories about him and Xiao Ye.

At this moment, in front of Lin Mu, what I first wanted to do was ultimately to make myself comfortable

I recorded while listening to Lin Mu's mother with a guilty conscience, remaining silent for a long time.

Mr. Qian always walks around me, examining my expression as if scrutinizing it, and then shakes his head, saying: "Your face resembles a peach blossom, and your heart is stirred with spring feelings"

Mr. Qian looked at me with a sense of helplessness and said, "Are you not feeling well?"

When I hung up the phone, I heard Fu Qing say to Yuan Ye: "I told you, this woman has been looking radiant lately, always distracted. How could she possibly be in the mood to have dinner with us? It's hard to get her to agree!"

As soon as Zheng entered the room, he appeared very excited, grabbing my hand and repeatedly saying: "I just remembered, I just recalled something, ah, something!"

It doesn't matter even if it belongs to you, just hit it again. After all, you've already had someone hit it once, so isn't it easier to do it again?

Do you have a wife

I raised my cup to drink water, pretending not to hear Zhou Yang's words, and asked about Lin Mu's situation: "What exactly is going on with Lin Mu?"

I saw that Fu Qing had turned off the engine, and he laughed to himself, saying: "What can you do? I am still your boss, so you should be a bit more restrained!"

I do not know why, but I suddenly thought of Zhou Yang. Yan Chunchun and Zhou Yang are such a well-matched pair; what kind of scenery would it be if the two of them stood together

I listened to Fu Qing's tone of speech, and it just felt off. I think she might have just collapsed and damaged her brain, otherwise, how could she say things like 'what do I care about you'? This is completely not something this shrew would say.

Fu Qing is still sleeping in bed, now at peace, and that mouth full of thorns no longer needs to attack everywhere

What is going on? Is Mr. Qian not working anymore? This scoundrel, looking all respectable, turns out to be so ungrateful. He just quits without a second thought! Truly not worth anything!

He paid off and walked away in a self-deprecating manner, swaying back and forth

"Are you the stepmother? This clinic is not your biological one, is it?" Mr. Qian asked me with a smile.

Upon hearing this, how could Mr. Qian utter such shameless words at this moment? He has completely distanced himself from all matters, as if Lin Mu were someone entirely unrelated to him. If Lin Mu is indeed pregnant, even if the child is not Mr. Qian's, it would still be influenced, to some extent, by the fact that Mr. Qian ended their relationship. Regardless of whether Lin Mu's future life is fortunate or unfortunate, her life is inextricably linked to Mr. Qian's.

Seeing me stare at him like that, Mr. Qian felt a bit guilty and quickly changed his words, saying: "What I mean is, that child is definitely not mine"

Zheng's emotions became increasingly agitated, his tightly clenched fists began to tremble violently, and he continued: "She no longer smiles, she no longer cries, she does not speak, she wants nothing, she no longer wants me. So much blood, she lies in the blood, she is dead, dead..."

That night, the phone call with Zhuo Yifan was very enjoyable, or rather it seemed very enjoyable, to the extent that I didn't even notice when Fu Qing and Yuan Ye came in

I always feel uneasy, as if someone is forcing me to do something that wrongs Zhuo Yifan, but what exactly have I done? I cannot comprehend it.

Zhuo Yifan suddenly smiled and said, "I am fine; what I am worried about is you"

"What do you need from me?" Yan Chunchun was the first to ask me.

I know what Zhou Yang is talking about. This is not the first time I have deliberately changed the subject in front of him. However, I still did not respond to his words and asked, "How is Lin Mu doing? What I care about right now is this."

"How do you know I like to eat millet porridge?" Zhou Yang said with a serious expression, yet a proud smile on his face, making it difficult for me to discern the truth.

From the very beginning, Zheng's speech appeared disorganized and unclear; it seemed he spoke whatever came to his mind. However, overall, there was a certain pattern to it, and I was still able to understand the story he was telling.

I stood before Zheng Sheng and Cao Ge, gasping in shock, and began to understand the sequence of events. I imagined the torment that Xiao Ye endured during those days, as well as the suffering that Zheng Sheng now experienced, feeling as if he were living in hell. I suddenly realized that the world is more cruel than I had imagined. Why, when their lives had no way out, when they were filled with hope and effort, was there no one to guide them? Those who understand how to make choices are the wise ones in life, but what about those who have no choices?

Everything is fine

I am truly worried that he might not be able to come up for air all at once, and that he could be so angered by me that he might suffocate.

I truly wish to say something to him, or do something that would make him feel a little better. However, at this moment, I believe that amnesia is the best outcome for him. As natural beings, humans possess an innate ability to protect themselves. Knowing full well that remembering certain things will cause them unbearable pain, they simply choose to forget. In this way, they can feel justified, much like an ostrich burying its head in the sand.

There are actually many people like this, so sometimes it is very important to be a listener

Mr. Qian first looked at me with a skeptical gaze, and then without saying a word, he went out to drive and pick up Zhou Yang

Thinking of this, I forcibly suppressed the thought that Zhou Yang's smile was very attractive

I waved my hand and said, "It was my resignation!"

Then I asked Lin Mu's mother some questions

Rest assured, I will not harm Zhuo Yifan. He has really improved a lot recently; just look at his eyes and you will see that the melancholy has diminished significantly! Alright, I am going in now, otherwise Zhuo Yifan might think we are discussing something serious!

I was momentarily at a loss for words, realizing that my thoughts were indeed too naive. The most naive part is that such a question should not be directed at Yan Chunchun

You... you..." Mr. Qian pointed at my nose and was unable to speak for a long time.

After Zheng entered the hypnotic state, I walked in

As soon as the words left our mouths, both Mr. Qian and I were left in a state of shock.

Paid in full or ignored me

I am indeed a fool in life, but I am an expert in emotions. Unlike you, a life expert but an emotional fool! Being an emotional fool is quite serious; lacking love when one desires it, lacking a man when one needs one. Every time the night grows deep and quiet, that emptiness and loneliness become unbearable. Alas, how pitiful!

When Yan Chunchun came out with me, I noticed the strange and worried look in Zhuo Yifan's eyes. I smiled at Zhuo Yifan and said, "It's nothing, I'm just going to have a couple of words with her."

As long as you are happy! You know, your happiness is the most important thing. In the future, you must tell me about anything that happens; sharing is also very important. Once your heart is at ease, everything will be open, and you will feel comfortable. I spoke to Zhuo Yifan in a loud and indifferent voice, as if he had never been with Yan Chunchun, as if he could still be mine.

Seeing me retaliate so forcefully, she suddenly became interested. She always knows when I have the intention to spar with her and timely escalates the offensive, then engages with me to the end, thoroughly enjoying it.

What is he thinking about

I would rather lie in bed, while leaving the outside world in fear; it seems that the injured always hold a significant advantage.

I prompted Cao Ge to ask Zheng Sheng a question

Why should everything be fine? If Zhuo Yifan is doing well, then I cannot be needed by him; if everything is fine on my end, then I will not need money. In that case, I have no reason to be with Zhuo Yifan, nor do I have any reason to keep the money.

Sometimes I really dislike this side of myself, always seeing people, no, seeing men, so clearly that the game becomes less enjoyable. In fact, I have overestimated myself; the only ones I can see clearly are Yuan Ye and Mr. Qian, because their attitude towards me is submissive, and they cannot see through me. However, I cannot see through men like Zhou Yang and Zhuo Yifan, because my perspective towards them is either level or submissive.

After that night, I did not go to see Zhuo Yifan for a whole week

As soon as I sat down, my mouth didn't stop: "Oh dear, I feel so uncomfortable inside, I think I'm going to get sick from holding it in, what should I do? The family next door is truly despicable, how can they wrongfully accuse someone like this? The other day they said they dropped one hundred yuan at their door, and just as they turned to close the door, the one hundred yuan disappeared. They even deliberately knocked on my door, asking if I had just gone out, and I said I hadn't, and that I also hadn't picked up one hundred yuan. The other day they said they dropped one hundred yuan at their door, and just as they turned to close the door, the one hundred yuan disappeared. They even deliberately knocked on my door, asking if I had just gone out, and I said I hadn't, and that I also hadn't picked up one hundred yuan. But the way he acted didn't seem like he believed me at all. In the following days, I kept hearing him slam their iron door against our iron door when he opened it. Our doors are close enough to touch. But I know he did it on purpose! He thinks I took his one hundred yuan! Oh dear! It's suffocating me, it's not like it's one million or ten million, just one hundred yuan, is it worth it for me to take? But the way he acted didn't seem like he believed me at all. In the following days, I kept hearing him slam their iron door against our iron door when he opened it. Our doors are close enough to touch. But I know he did it on purpose! He thinks I took his one hundred yuan! Oh dear! It's suffocating me, it's not like it's one million or ten million, just one hundred yuan, is it worth it for me to take? I'm not that greedy! Truly looking down on others! ..." The rest is filled with harsh insults.

A feeling of loss often arises in those moments when you deeply wish to be needed or when you need someone. This sensation is more fleeting than loneliness, yet it is more profound than loneliness

No, it is not a matter of illness; your problem is not one of illness. Zhou Yang himself felt that he was not very clear in his expression, so he paused, thought carefully, and said, "Your problem is that you are overly closed off and pretend to be selfish. Perhaps you are indeed very strong or capable, but you are far from being as strong and capable as you appear. You easily reject things, including the people, events, and emotions around you. Your first approach is to reject, and only when you realize that what you have rejected poses no real threat to you will you slowly begin to accept it. This is not a correct or optimistic attitude towards life; over time, you will suffer greatly because you have two selves: one external and one internal, and these two selves cannot achieve unity. Furthermore, regarding Zhuo Yifan, why did you accept him from the very beginning, emotionally speaking? It is because he is weaker than you, so subconsciously, you feel that he cannot harm you. This is not a correct or optimistic attitude towards life; over time, you will suffer greatly because you have two selves: one external and one internal, and these two selves cannot achieve unity. Furthermore, regarding Zhuo Yifan, why did you accept him from the very beginning, emotionally speaking? It is because he is weaker than you, so subconsciously, you feel that he cannot harm you.

I turned my head and saw Yuan Ye looking at me with the same gaze one would use to look at a thief, and he said in a strange tone: "Isn't this my home? You are truly being impolite!"

I didn't even look at Mr. Qian, and said to Lin Mu's mother: "We have a driver here to take you back!" Only after saying that did I glance at Mr. Qian.

I told her to earn money, only she can make a lot of money. Because she is beautiful! The men like her, the men on the construction site all like her, there are no women on the construction site! Later, she could earn a lot of money every night. However, every night she cried in my arms, asking when it would end, asking how much money we could make to leave and start a new life... Yes, we need to leave... but we haven't earned enough money, I said we haven't earned enough money. "But every night she cried in my arms, asking when it would end, asking how much money we could make to leave and start a new life... Yes, we need to leave... but we haven't earned enough money, I said we haven't earned enough money."

Yuan Ye smiled and said, returning to the previous topic: "What Fu Qing just said is correct; I indeed want to introduce you to some bosses like this, mainly because they all have plans in this regard. However, if you really don't have the time, then there's nothing we can do."

I could no longer bear it, so I turned and walked out. Before leaving, I said to Cao Ge: "Wake him up!"

"Try not to speak!" Zhou Yang said seriously before continuing to eat his meal

I do not pay attention to him, primarily because I am not in the mood to engage with him

I looked at the doctor with disbelief, feeling that all patients are insignificant in his eyes, as he has become accustomed to too many partings and deaths. Therefore, the fact that someone like Fu Qing is still breathing in his view is of little consequence.

I thought about it, but I still haven't figured out how to respond. Suddenly, a sharp scream came from inside the house, which should belong to Lin Mu

I want to say, it's not that I am very busy, but rather that you are very good. However, I didn't express it and instead jokingly said: "I am a bit busy, but I will still come to see you often in the future, so don't worry. If you have anything to say, just give me a call anytime, you are my VIP client!"

She committed suicide

Yan Chunchun smiled, her smile was very innocent, she had a naturally pure appearance that could deceive everyone. She said: "I am not that great. You shouldn't assume that all women are like you; I simply choose what is beneficial for myself. Besides, how can you be so sure that Zhou Yang likes you? Zhou Yang has high standards!"

Who is responsible for that matter

I spoke these few sentences in one breath with great satisfaction

Zhou Yang pointed at the fast food and said, "It's time to eat!"

Lin Mu remains in the same state as before, just slightly calmer than before

These are all trivial matters; I only think about settling the payment so that I can wake up quickly, preferably opening my eyes when Yuan Ye arrives, and then seeing Yuan Ye. In that case, how satisfied she would be!

Cao Ge looked at me innocently and said, "She is not cooperating at all!"

Because I no longer need him, if he is not needed by me, then he has no meaning in staying. Money will eventually understand this.

This girl is Qian Zong's girlfriend of eight years

Of course, I cannot really invite Zhou Yang to have millet porridge, but it is not a grand meal either. I simply asked Fu Qing to order a few portions of fast food, one for each person in the clinic, and I also ordered one for Zhou Yang

Zhou Yang said to Lin Mu's mother: "Do not worry, it is not pregnancy; it is indeed a psychological disorder. When I talk to her next time, we can make a diagnosis. It seems to be hysteria at this point. Also, because I am a special worker at our hospital, I have a personal studio where you can come in the future. I will write down the address for you later, which will facilitate Lin Mu's treatment. Rest assured, she will get better."

Zhou Yang sighed and said, "Do you really have to do this? Do you believe that I can cure you?"

A few days ago, I encountered a woman around 40 years old, who entered our clinic with a furrowed brow

On the back of the chair, there is a protruding iron nail that is a full 8 centimeters long, with faint traces of blood on it

How did he/she die

I released my grip on her hand and said, "What a deceitful trick! Clearly, you are a cowardly soldier on the battlefield!"

People are always striving to find various reasons for themselves, reasons that make them feel comfortable

Yuan Ye chuckled as he rubbed his hands together and said, "Good."

Lin Mu does not seem to be unfamiliar with me; her thinking should be normal. However, why does she insist that she is pregnant? It is unreasonable for all the hospitals to have discrepancies at this time. Could it be that there is a type of pregnancy that cannot be detected by instruments? But how could she be pregnant again?

"Is it not allowed to speak while eating?" I asked again

When I asked that girl a question while holding the registration form, it was the first time I learned her name, and it was her mother who answered; she herself refused to respond to my inquiry

I also do not understand why anything related to Zhou Yang must evoke some ugly associations in my mind

Lin Mu's mother took the address and left after expressing her heartfelt gratitude repeatedly

After speaking, I still went out

"If it weren't for your family, I wouldn't have come here!" Yuan Ye said in a somewhat resentful tone, "Now, apart from being able to see you at your home, where else can I possibly see you!"

Yan Chunchun's attitude was neither servile nor overbearing as she replied, "Yes, I like Zhou Yang, but that does not affect my relationship with Zhuo Yifan. You are a woman too, you should understand that if the one you love does not accept you, then why not find someone who loves you? I know you also like Zhuo Yifan, but he does not like you. You should understand that perhaps making a choice like mine would be better for you."

I let out a soft "oh" and then glanced at Zhou Yang, finally informing him that Lin Mu was Qian's ex-girlfriend, but I omitted the part that involved me.

I found myself sighing helplessly; in fact, by the end, I was almost laughing. I could hardly hold it together because the way Mr. Qian was so exasperated was truly amusing. I had never seen him like this before. The ends of his eyebrows suddenly arched upwards, and the skin on his forehead was wrinkled with faint lines. Mr. Qian took such good care of himself that if you didn't look closely, you would only think his face had become deformed, and it was a kind of smooth deformation.

Zhuo Yifan heard my voice, smiled, and said to me: "Actually, I don't like Yan Chunchun as much as I imagined. It's just that I've never really been with her, so... However, the feeling of being in love is very beautiful, and it is beautiful no matter who you are with"

I turned my head to see where Mr. Qian was, only to discover that he was standing outside the door, frowning as he looked at the situation inside the room

"Are you referring to being with Zhuo Yifan?" Yan Chunchun asked me

I do not wish to argue with Yuan Ye; it feels as though Yuan Ye is a once-favored concubine of mine, now fallen out of favor.

However, at that time, I could not systematically explain my abnormal behavior using theoretical knowledge. I simply expressed to Qian, "I... what is wrong with me? This is how I see you. I disdain you, and I even enjoy watching you grovel behind me like a dog, wagging your tail in desperation. I know very well that you like me, and it is precisely because I am aware of this that I act so recklessly. If you have the ability, then leave. Go as far as you can. Cut all ties with me coldly from now on. Do not follow me around so pitifully. You cannot gain anything from me. I won't even hold your hand, let alone anything deeper. You decide what to do. Does it make any sense for you to follow me? If you continue to follow me, in my eyes, you are not even a man!" You decide what to do. Does it make any sense for you to follow me? If you continue to follow me, in my eyes, you are not even a man!

I do not wish to leave my work environment and enter yours

Zhou Yang looked at me, the smile on his face had vanished. After a long pause, he finally spoke: "It's not very good; she must have experienced severe stimuli. I can confirm that she is suffering from hysteria, but her subjective beliefs are very strong. Just by observing her seemingly pregnant symptoms, it is evident that certain stimulating factors are deeply buried in her heart. When I talked to her, she was not very cooperative and it was somewhat difficult. I thought to myself, I need to first understand what exactly has happened to her."

Aren't you here?

I felt a twinge of reluctance in my heart while recording

Perhaps Yuan Ye is right, perhaps only Yuan Ye knows my true self. Yuan Ye's assertion that I am the kind of person who burns bridges after crossing them, and hides away the bow after the birds are gone, seems to hold some truth. However, Yuan Ye did not say it correctly, for I am the type of person who, even before reaching the shore, is already eager to cut the bridge down.

I nodded in agreement

"What do you think is going on here?" Lin Mu's mother asked me cautiously

This is indeed a wonderful opportunity, so I quickly pulled Zheng Sheng into the room and asked Cao Ge to perform hypnosis

Although I thought this way in my heart, I still spoke sweetly, and thus I managed to coax Zhou Yang over

I watched her leave, then shook my head and said, "This is life!"

I did not expect Zhou Yang to be so easily bought off; it only took a week's worth of meals to win him over. If this person were placed in a time of war, he would likely be the type to serve as a traitor or a lackey.

I thought carefully for a moment, nodded, and said: "Yes, it is mine!"

I had been waiting to settle the payment, and it was not until midnight that I suddenly remembered to notify Yuan Ye

The doctor glanced at me, seemingly understanding the confusion and concern in my eyes, yet still spoke to me in a nonchalant manner: "Indeed, the injury is not severe, but it has affected a nerve. Perhaps she will need to sleep for a few days. Rest assured, she will recover."

"Cold and beautiful, you are ruthless!" Mr. Qian said this and then turned to prepare to leave

At that moment, two guests arrived. The older one appeared to be the mother, who was holding her daughter and cautiously asked, "Is this a psychological clinic?"

However, I did not think much about why he was worried about me

I found that after Mr. Qian left, I only felt that life still had a bit of joy when I was joking around while settling payments.

Lin Mu should find a professional to conduct a thorough inspection, but I cannot let Lin Mu and her mother think that I am just trying to deceive them, that there is no real substance here. What should I do to resolve this situation?

Zheng Sheng finally began to speak slowly: "We eloped because her parents did not agree with us being together. We are both uneducated rural people, and we have never liked going to school since we were young. Her parents look down on me, saying I am poor. Later, we escaped and came here. We got married. ... ... We are doing well, we are together, but we are very poor. ... ... We went to a construction site to work there ... ... We are doing well, we are together, but we are very poor. ... ... We went to a construction site to work ... ... She is with me, we have always been together. ... ... But two or three years have passed, and we are still very poor. She has been pregnant, but we dare not have a child because we have no money to raise one. ... ... She is very beautiful ... ... Many people like her, from the construction site. ... ..." Zheng Sheng's face began to twist, his brows furrowed, sweat started to bead on his forehead, and his fists were tightly clenched. She is very beautiful ... ... Many people like her, from the construction site. ... ..." Zheng Sheng's face began to twist, his brows furrowed, sweat started to bead on his forehead, and his fists were tightly clenched.

After Zheng Sheng woke up, he remained very calm, as calm as an ordinary person. I think he somewhat understands, understands that he just traversed through his past memories. Even if he does not understand, the pain he just experienced was so real, that feeling should still linger.

Lin Mu glared at me fiercely and said, "I know, you just want to get rid of my child, that's what you think, no way!"

Zheng Sheng

Fu Qing, with a long, ambiguous tone, proudly launched her so-called attack on me. She knew my weak points and picked at what I cared about. By the time she reached the last word, "pitiful," Fu Qing leaned back forcefully against the chair. The chair, which originally had all four legs on the ground, was now positioned as if she were sitting like a proud rooster.

Zhou Yang noticed that I looked unwell, so he quickly changed the subject and said: "By the way, what do you plan to treat me to eat?"

I ultimately rushed to the school and then called Yan Chunchun out of the classroom

Clinic, I am at the clinic all day!

Fu Qing smiled softly, gently rising to her feet. As she stood up, she opened her mouth as if to speak, but in the end, said nothing. Before she could steady herself, she fell back down again

Zheng was trembling all over, his chest heaving violently, and tears were continuously streaming down the corners of his eyes

I know Fuqing's mouth all too well; even a caterpillar could be turned into the Great Wall of China in her words. I couldn't be bothered to argue with her, so I asked Yuan Ye: "Is that really the case? I truly apologize; who told me I've been busy lately! Fuqing, you should know how busy I've been. From now on, I will be even busier, as I will have one less helper with the money. Fuqing, you will have to work a bit harder too!"

The reason I was able to finish speaking in one breath is that Qian Zong was already so angry that his face turned red and his neck thickened, and his mouth trembled to the point that he didn't know what to say anymore

Lin Mu has started treatment with Zhou Yang, which is just what I need; out of sight, out of mind, and I no longer feel the pressure of seeing her and feeling inadequate.

When Zhou Yang heard that I called him here to help, he laughed heartily and said, "Is your face that important? Why don't you just ask the patients to come directly to me? Am I going to have to keep coming to you in the future? I'm quite busy here too, so please don't be so selfish, okay?"

The girl stood facing me and the money, silent, yet her eyes seemed to shoot fire, with crimson veins suddenly filling her gaze, instilling fear in my heart

Mr. Qian has truly not returned to work; he has disappeared since that day.

Fu Qing suddenly opened his eyes and said with a playful smile: "Are you nervous? Don't you think about what kind of body I have? A body that has endured countless battles, an indestructible physique, what can a gentle fall do to me?"

I noticed that Zhou Yang had paused, and instead of expressing any opinion on his remarks, I asked him: "How long have you been studying me?"

Before I could finish my words, there was a loud crack, and the leg of the golden rooster standing on one leg broke. Fu Qing fell to the ground, landing on her back. If she had moved just an inch further, she would have hit her head against the wall

Qian always puts on a show for me; he merely wants to convey that, for him, Lin Mu is just an inconsequential person. Even when Lin Mu finds himself in such a predicament, he remains indifferent.

I asked Fu Qing to properly host Lin Mu and her daughter, while I found some time to give Zhou Yang a call

In the end, I had no choice but to avoid looking at Mr. Qian's face, in order to prevent myself from laughing out loud

I let out a cold laugh and said, "Of course I understand, but you like Zhou Yang, don't you? Last time, you said it yourself that you approached Zhuo Yifan just to get closer to Zhou Yang. What is going on now? You should also be aware of Zhuo Yifan's situation; I don't want him to continue being tormented."

After Zhou Yang finished his meal and wiped his mouth with a tissue, he suddenly said to me: "Leng Yan, do you know? Actually, there is a bit of a problem with your psychology, but don't worry, it's just a tiny, tiny, tiny problem"

Zheng said: "We have money now, and we are getting richer and richer. I treat her well, I love her, I truly love her. She cries, at night, she always cries. I treat her well, love her, yet she still cries. We bought a house, and we are preparing to hold a beautiful wedding. Sometimes I feel truly happy, but when she cries, when she cries at night, I feel not happy at all.

Is this his quirk? It doesn't seem so, because although Zhou Yang's expression is calm, the movement of his eyes is occasionally rapid, and his gaze clearly carries a sense of questioning.

I believe this is a sacrifice I should make for Lin Mu, and at the same time, such a sacrifice has significantly reduced my initial sense of guilt towards Lin Mu

After paying the bill, Yuanye brought over a cup of water, walked over, and sat down between me and Yuanye. He said to me: "You really aren't much of a friend. I heard from Yuanye that he has invited you several times, and you haven't even given him the courtesy of a meal! Do you think he is trying to pursue you? You should take a look at who is sitting next to him now! Yuanye is kindly trying to help you by introducing you to some big bosses. I heard that providing psychological training for company employees is quite fashionable these days, and it pays well. Yet, you still don't appreciate it! It's a pity for our Yuanye's good intentions!"

I shook my head and said, "Haven't you heard? Anyone with a certain psychological disorder tends to have a heightened capacity for psychological endurance, so Lin Mu might be in such a situation as well"

In fact, my true intention is not to go to Zhuo Yifan, but rather to leave Zhou Yang all alone. I cannot allow him to feel that he has received different treatment or status in my presence. I must make him understand that, to me, he is merely a person of little significance.

When Mr. Qian ignores me, he will come over and say: "You are our leader, you cannot be so listless. If you talk like this, how can we conduct our business? Cao Ge has been working overtime for several days in a row, why are you being so miserly?"

I could not care less about Zheng Sheng, nor about anyone else except for Fu Qing, and then I hurriedly took Fu Qing to the hospital

Lin Mu kept staring at Mr. Qian, but remained silent. When I looked up at her during a break in my notes, I noticed she was in tears, without making a sound. I was concerned that her tears might lead to emotional instability, so I quickly called Fu Qing and said, "First, take Lin Mu to see Cao Ge and try to hypnotize her."

I put down my chopsticks, wiped my mouth, stood up and said: "I need to go see how Zhuo Yifan is doing"

She is not my employee; she is my ancestor! As long as she doesn't bully me, I certainly don't dare to make her afraid of me. However, she does have someone she cares about, so don't get any ideas. " After saying the last sentence, I immediately felt it was inappropriate, but the words had already come out, and there was no taking them back.

I shook my head and said, "He cannot finish it."

Yan Chunchun looked at me with a strange expression and said, "Does this need a reason? Emotions inherently have no reasons; don't you understand?"

I called out to President Qian, saying: "Don't be in such a hurry to leave, wait a moment to hear about Lin Mu's illness, you can't be that heartless, can you? If that's the case, I would have one more reason to..." Before I could finish my thought on "looking down on you," President Qian dropped a parting remark and slammed the door behind him. He said: "Rest assured, no matter how heartless I am, I can never be as heartless as you!"

I can finally rest assured

Zhou Yang raised an eyebrow, smiled, and said: "Of course, I am truly genuine!"

After Mr. Qian left, I stared at that door and suddenly felt a long-lasting sense of loss. I suddenly thought, has Mr. Qian really just left like this? Will he really leave? If he leaves, if he truly leaves, will he never come back? Why do I have to speak so definitively? I should leave myself some room.

If a person finds life more difficult when they are normal than when they are not, then perhaps it is better not to be normal

Is she pregnant or not? President Qian asked again

Lin Mu's mother sighed and said: "She said she was pregnant and asked me to take her to the hospital for a check-up. The doctor said she was not pregnant at all, and that was when I found out she had previously terminated a pregnancy. I don't know which scoundrel is responsible for this. However, she now exhibits all the symptoms of pregnancy every day: vomiting, nausea, a change in her appetite, and abdominal bloating, making her look like a pregnant woman. I have taken her to several hospitals, both traditional Chinese medicine and Western medicine, and they all said she is not pregnant at all. Not only is she not pregnant, but her digestive system is also completely normal, and we don't know why she is experiencing these reactions. Later, a doctor suggested it might be a psychological factor and advised me to take her to see a psychologist, so here we are."

During meals, Zhou Yang hardly says a word

Mr. Qian hesitated for a moment in the car, then started the vehicle and drove away from Lin Mu.

A feeling of loss often arises in those moments when you deeply wish to be needed or when you need someone. This sensation is more fleeting than loneliness, yet it is more profound than loneliness.

Mr. Qian quickly picked up Zhou Yang

I know he is joking, but I still feel uncomfortable inside. It is truly surprising that someone who claims to be a psychologist would actually care about being called a fraud by others

When Zhou Yang was talking with Lin Mu, we were all outside, and President Qian was pacing around me. I could tell he had something to ask me, so I called President Qian to another office.

Why are you doing this

I will say it again, that is not an illness, but it makes your life unhappy

"Has she caused a scene?" Mr. Qian asked as soon as he entered the office

Lin Mu's mother looked at me with a very grateful expression in her eyes

Fu Qing was very polite to Zhou Yang, as she was to every man like him. When ordering food, Fu Qing sweetly said to me, "Aren't you going to add a couple more dishes for him?"

Mr. Qian glared and anxiously said, "Don't talk nonsense. Ever since we broke up, I haven't even seen her. If she is pregnant, what does it have to do with me?"

It would be strange if I could feel at ease in such a situation

The fast food arrived particularly quickly today. Zhou Yang and I are eating fast food in the same room, and this feeling is somewhat strange

If it weren't for that day when Zheng Sheng, or rather that little Ye, came to my clinic, I would have almost forgotten to ask about Fu Qing's subsequent situation

Self-inflicted suffering, one cannot live! I took the opportunity to add a bit of fuel and stoke the fire.

I think I will go see Zhuo Yifan after all

Zhou Yang suddenly said beside me: "It seems that this guest is quite extraordinary, to the extent that you personally came out to see them off"

Are you out of your mind? After settling the payment, she still wanted to say more, but upon seeing me glaring at her, she fell silent

In that moment, I felt an indescribable emotion. Although Zhuo Yifan is a severe depression patient, all his other thoughts and behaviors are normal, except for his suicidal tendencies and occasional loss of self-control

Cao Ge shook his head and said, "The parts he usually forgets are either very dark, very painful, or very beautiful; they are all extreme things that affect his life today. It seems that it should be very painful, which is normal, and there will be no problem."

I glanced at Mr. Qian again and suddenly had an idea. I then said to Lin Mu's mother: "We have a doctor here, the best doctor in our area. He just happened to step out, but I will have someone call him back right away and drive to pick him up, so he can come and take a look at her. I guarantee she will be better soon."

Why aren't you speaking? I couldn't help but ask

It was only when I held the fully paid head in my arms that I was certain it was indeed blood

I did not speak again, for I saw the faint traces of blood beneath Fu Qing's head.

I lightly interrupted Mr. Qian, saying: "No! I never thought you would still be with Lin Mu, and I did not deceive you. Why would I deceive you? I have always said what I think; you should know my character. If I believe you are in the wrong, I will never say you are in the right. You should understand me! I am truly fed up with the coffee you make for me. You know what my favorite is, yet you always make me mocha every few days. Why? I drink that coffee like plain water every day, thinking you are really useless, unable even to please someone. I am truly fed up with the coffee you make for me. You know what my favorite is, yet you always make me mocha every few days. Why? I drink that coffee like plain water every day, thinking you are really useless, unable even to please someone. Sigh!"

Just this once! Please, if you come, I will treat you to a week's worth of meals. I spoke to Zhou Yang in a voice that I considered sweet enough, pinching my throat as I did so.

This question should not be directed at me, but rather at yourself!

I said to Mr. Qian: "Go and pick up Zhou Yang, hurry up!"

Why? What happened to you? Tell me everything.

"It's nothing, there isn't much time, but we still need to eat. Whether one person eats or a group eats, it's still eating. So let's eat as a group, it will be lively!" I said with a smile, "Let's bring Qingqing along too, she's so cheerful and knows how to talk. How many bosses can we not win over then?"

I stayed alone in that room for a long time, and finally, as if I suddenly thought of something, I sent a text message to Zhuo Yifan, simply asking how he was doing. Zhuo Yifan replied that everything was fine

The doctor initially examined Fu Qing and told me that the injury was not serious; however, by the time the doctor had completed the rescue efforts, Fu Qing had still not regained consciousness

What should be done

"Do not go, Yan Chunchun said she wants to date Zhuo Yifan"

Cao Ge gently reassured, saying: "It's okay, it's okay, she understands you, don't worry! What did you do to Xiao Ye?"

I am at the hospital, you should come over quickly!" After I said this, I provided the hospital address. Yuan Ye did not say anything further, just told me to wait and then hung up the phone

I also have questions Are you joking

At this moment, I finally feel somewhat at ease regarding Lin Mu's situation, because I am now wholeheartedly thinking of her, wishing for her swift recovery, and thus I am willing to risk the bankruptcy of my clinic's reputation.

I did not settle the payment because I believe that if I had, he would not come, but rather, I want him to come more quickly